I stand at the gateway through which spirits enter and play ⚪️ (lyrics and music by Nik List)

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I stand at the gateway through which spirits enter and play
My scales fell, 
I raised from hell,
rays hit my eyes, 
dazed by demise, 
I gazed at the sunrise
They chaired my ascension on the stairway to heaven
I saw the sky of the bay
Mumbai and Bombay, 
the Moscow ballet,
Shanghai and Broadway
I’m only a guest on the holy express
I progressed, regressed
Ingested, digested,
unleashed the beasts from 
East to West 
I bless the process, the largess, the nonsense
The fears and success, 
the years of excess, 
the squeals of distress, 
the zeal, the zing, the zest, 
the golden fields and 
the sins of the flesh
My humor is wry, 
the tumor is dry, 
the sooner I die, 
I’ll see with new eyes 
I’ll see with the heart, 
I’ll be at the start, 
the seed that I’ve sown, 
I’ll bleed from the bone, 
I’ll be with my own,
freed and atoned
My circle’s a square
maternal au pair, 
She’s fertile and fair, 
An internal affair

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